tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-112836172011-04-22T08:43:43.673+08:00Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.comBlogger431100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1140336567994257412006-02-19T15:49:00.000+08:002006-02-19T16:20:42.480+08:00hi guyz,<br />know i haven been blogging lately... finally i m free to blog about my life... decided to be a gd gal n stay home todae to entertain my visitors...<br />an achievement was that i managed to figure out how to load some songs and pic from my comp to my phone n the other way... so proud of myself... haha... played ard wit it for the first time ever since it was bought!!!<br />i've been slackin n havin fun for the past weeks and i'm really happy :) haven been feelin like this for a long long time... valentine was meaningful n simple... enjoyed myself every bit!<br />sent off ben at the airport on wed morning... as usual i was LATE!!! din mean to be late la... luckily i managed to say bye! felt sadden that a close friend's leaving... hope he'd settle down well n make good friends soon... heya, if u r reading my blog, don't worry okay, will keep u inform wit our major activities n projects la... jia you for ur studies!<br />anyway for myself... i'm really happier n passionate for this coming year... the youth ministry, my results, wat's in for my life next (as in educational path) and how much i can contribute to THE breakthrough in my own life, the church n youth ministry's vision!<br />trying to look out for a job now... probably prefer to do roadshow... maybe continuing the "germ killer" sales to comfort drivers or maybe back to my attachment at righteous international subscription services?? hope they'd want be as a promoter or doing roadshows... or hopefully i can go back to my primary school n be a relife music teacher? not sure wad the lord has installed for mi but i'll keep my options open for now... but i guess i wan occupy myself wit some meaningful work la... learn somethings, experince work life n of coz earn my allowance...<br />really really hope wit every fibre of my being that my A's result would be fine... just to let mi enter the uni locally... sign* most likely finance or business management... something in that field, my interest...<br />no matter wad, i hope i'd be able to cope wit the results i receive!!! it's gonna be real soon lor... dreading it alot actually... boooo!!! but wateva it is, i'll hav to move on frm there... whether it's gd or bad... yup. so i hope i'd be able to face it positively la...<br /><br />will blog again soon, i hope! leave mi a tag if want*<br />smile :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-114033656799425741?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1135511596988720952005-12-25T19:40:00.000+08:002005-12-25T19:53:17.010+08:00heya everyone... i'm currently blogging with a lousy mood... althought it's christmas but i'm not feeling happy or excited... quite similar to last year... y isn't christmas dae fun?<br />ytd i spend the entire dae in church... its was great... had normal service in the morning, lead out in worship service, then helped out in making sushi... hehe... then went for carolling practice then dinner... the evening service was cool... the drama, the carols, the message, my 12 friends n the music... simply perfect... really appreciate my friends comin... hehe hope u guyz enjoyed urselfs...<br />going off to a retreat tmr... i miss my room... my bed... my bears... everything... booo....<br />anyway i hope that tis retreat would be a fruitful one...<br />really hope tat everyone would receive love, a genuine one on this special dae... christmas...<br />love all my friends... 204, cheryl n anthea... hehe<br />merry christmas...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-113551159698872095?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1133936485113204792005-12-07T13:53:00.000+08:002005-12-07T14:21:25.126+08:00jus finished my surgery on mondae... it was the scariest dae of my life... the needle poking into my hand... i breathed in some oxygen n fell into a deep rest... i hoped... desired wit all my heart... but still i din c u... i cried, like a tap that lost control... not only was i full of fear but hurt... bogoshipda is all i wanted to say to u... i told myself its time to forget but i cant... all i felt was God's presence in the surgery theatre... i know that deep down in my heart God's holding my hand n whispering to mi how much he loves me n dun wish to see mi in pain, fear n sadness... i know that God will heel mi coz he has so much installed for mi to accomplish... now i jus hope that i will be completely well soon... as i m blogging i m crying... i m in pain n sadness.. n lionel is right only God can help.. i'll not let God down... to all those who loved n cared for mi thanz a lot... Especially sergoeh who went to the hospital early in the morning to c mi... thanz... u r a great pal.. i will be fine soon... no worries! God allowed tis pain to happen to mi knowing i can handle it... n he's alwayz beside mi so i hav no fear...<br />i had a great time in church camp... again i managed to touch the 2.4m pool's floor wit wayne... hehe thankz... heard so many messages n the one that impacted mi the most is the one abt promises... did i promise anyone anything lately? did i promise God something? had i an agreement wit him... yes i did... he gave mi wad i asked for... he supplied all my needs... n he held my hand... he was there whenever i needed someone... its time for mi to keep my promise... i dun wan break his heart coz he is alwayz trying to heel mine... i cant be so cruel...<br />i'll be having greater responsibilities next year as a youth leader. i will try my best to connect wit God n be a good role model... i know God's wit mi... i onli hav to connect n invite him into my life once again... its tough but not impossible. i'll keep my promise God!<br />i love u<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-113393648511320479?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1133466380246798632005-12-02T03:23:00.000+08:002005-12-02T03:46:20.263+08:00hehe... i jus came back from prom la... its was quite an okie experience... except for the dinning part which i dun wish to tok abt... coz it would jus spoils the good n beautiful mood... hehe... <br />was so excited for almost everything la... went to paint my nail, curl my hair n jus simply hav fun!!! took many nice pictures wit my classmates... n the desert was superb!!! hehe...<br />we went walking a little in orchard n the christmas decor is simply gorgeous... also, half of us went for late night movie, n it was super scary la! i think i onli watched half or less of the whole show... i even stuffed my fingers into my ears to block out the sound effects...<br />think overall i enjoyed myself alot... quite satisfied wit my appearence n hair... for the first time in my life, my hair curls in a direction n my fringe is super straight! woo hoo!!!<br />will be off for church camp in a few hours time like hav to reach jurong by 10.30am n now's like 3.32am n i m blogging... hehe... think i cant sleep also la... so let mi fill u guyz out wit more interesting stuff that happened in this packed but enjoyable week...<br />mondae to wednesday was my class's chalet at pasir ris (downtown east) hehe... learnt to play majong for the first time n slept really really late... its incredible, the things i did... i reached the chalet veri late on mondae night coz i went out wit the SDAC ppl... hehe had a great time WTT wit them... hehe... then i went to meet my class at the chalet... was super hungry then... had my dinner near 1 am n then went to airport to sent my teacher off n left the airprot at abt 4am... think its crazy!!! then i mearly slept for less then 3 hrs before waking by my noisy classmates... think we jus had so much fun togethere la... shld meet up again soon guyz...<br />hey ppl, lets never forget our bonds n friendships ya... remain close n hang out more la... jia you in the things that u do... hehe... "look back n ur future will be bright" hehe a qoute from Lau... like almost alwayz la... so, dun forget mi n i'll also try never to forget u peepz...<br />204 really rox!!! hehe**<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-113346638024679863?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1127373813547410642005-09-22T13:45:00.000+08:002005-09-22T15:23:33.560+08:00<span >these past 2 weeks</span> shld be onli all abt examz but it really isn't that way coz my brain n heart is still not concentrating fully on sch work many a times... i noe i shld... i'm still in it, thinking abt things i noe i shldn't n feeling sad... i dun wan but trying isnt quite helping... jus feeling like not caring abt anything n jus rest... be in a world of fantasy of my own... so unrealistic huh...<br />tried my veri best for maths c paper 1, phy paper 1 n 3 n fmaths paper 1 but think i din score as much as i wanted to also dun noe y... hope i'll at least pass fmaths, get a decent grade for phy n maths c of coz not forgetting GP la... when i return to sch on mondae i think it will really shock...<br />as i'm looking at many of my friends blog, i ponder over 1 as it writes on the cover "<em><span style="font-family:lucida grande;font-size:85%;"><strong>will you ever know how much i love you"," writing down my thoughts abt u is the only thing i can do" and "my love for you will never end, you'll always be part of me , as long as time keeps on passing by"... For its all abt u...</strong></span></em> i thought to myself, is it jus a cliche or maybe its quite true? my mind is so occupied... if its going to be so true it also gonna be so sad huh...<br />before i decided to finally blog, i went searching for song... online... haha, mi online, download???trying to download my first song... but i couldnt find it...i did try... but still... felt so bad coz i hav to do it all by myself now... y cant life be<strong><span style="font-size:130%;"> <em>NOT</em></span></strong> complicated? i really wonder...<br />i went to look for lyrics, haha for the first time in my life... this is wad i found, one of my favorite songs...<br /><br /><br /><div align="center"><em><strong><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff9966;">purest of pain</span></strong></em></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;"><strong>i'm sorry i didn't mean to call </strong></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;"><strong>but i couldn't fight it</strong></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;"><strong>i guess i was weak and couldn't even hide it</strong></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;"><strong>and so i surrender just to hear your voice</strong></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;"><strong>i know how many time i said i'm gonna to live with out you</strong></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;"><strong>and maybe someone else is standing there beside you</strong></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;"><strong>but there's something baby that you need to know</strong></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;"><strong>that deep inside me i feel like i'm dying</strong></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;"><strong>i have to see you it's all that i'm asking</strong></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;"><strong>Vida, give me back my fantasies</strong></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;"><strong>the encourage that u need to live </strong></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;"><strong>the air that i breathe</strong></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;"><strong>carino mio, my world becomes so empty</strong></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;"><strong>my day's are so cold and lonely</strong></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;"><strong>and each night i taste </strong></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;"><strong>the purest of pain</strong></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;"><strong>i wish i could tell you i'm feeling better every day </strong></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;"><strong>that it did'nt hurt me when you walked away but to tell you the truth i can't find my way</strong></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;"><strong>and deep inside me i feel like i'm dying</strong></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;"><strong>i have to see you that's all i'm asking</strong></span></em></div><div align="center"><em><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:85%;"><strong>Vida, give me back........</strong></span></em></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-112737381354741064?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1126356430447630192005-09-10T20:41:00.000+08:002005-09-10T20:47:10.453+08:00jus found out some really shocking "news"... things happening are becoming vague to mi... cant really understand how ppl feel n behave sometimes... seems like all's so fake... hate to be accused for things i din do! really dun wish tok abt it anymore!!!<br />going to study!<br />hey faith, the chocolate thingy is really so so nice * yummy!<br />hehe...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-112635643044763019?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1124789199785831192005-08-23T17:12:00.000+08:002005-08-23T17:26:39.800+08:00hahaz... think youth alive was rather successful... was so happy when i saw so many new faces and knowing that most of them enjoyed themselves... really feel so proud of the jurong youths who tried their veri best to invite their friends... cheers to u guyz... also, really thank my 3 friends who came, jing, andrea n xing juan... was glad u guyz enjoyed urselves too... i'm really looking forward to the next youth alive where we can win more souls for chris... yupz!!!<br />also through the preparation, i got to mingle ard more often wit the SDAC guyz... hope that the friendships bulit will let them feel more comfortable n accepted by the jurong youths... think they will la...<br />anyway sch has been oookkkiiiieee llllaaaaaa..... as usual nothing much... gonna jia lotsa you coz not much time left its the last leap ready... anyway jus wanna give myself a pat on the back for doing okie n much better nowadayz... i mean in my tests n examz performance... no worries coz i know that God's wit mi all the way! i can sense him taking care of mi yupz... get me well soon k? currently am not feeling well, coughing n ya etc... hopefully i'll blog again soon la... c ya<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-112478919978583119?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1123672582123045142005-08-10T18:56:00.000+08:002005-08-10T19:16:22.126+08:00guess wad.... i went to jurong library to study wit joyce but todae wasnt that great... wasnt as i wanted or predicted... din really complete as much work as i wanted to... n i actually wanted to go play the bumper car coz i never played it before but i din coz no mood at all... anyway my lower back is really hurting n i dun even noe wats the cost of this ache... hopefully i'll be okie by sat then can "act" properly... dun wanna be lagging...<br />todae is the 2nd time i saw tis lady cycling a man... its like a trishaw thingy... there is a kid in the "backet" which is placed in btw the 2 hind wheels... then when she saw the man she stopped n allow him to climb on-board... like wat the... shouldnt him offer to ride, the i think wife n child, stead of the poor skinny lady riding so effortlessly... its like the trishaw thingy moving so slowly coz the man is heavy... haiz hope for the best for her n maybe the situation is not wad i see it to be la... but i jus feel like she is tortured...<br />anyway, for myself, i'll do as much work as i can tonight... hope to be happy again... feel lousy these few dae....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-112367258212304514?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1123160736731018842005-08-04T20:59:00.000+08:002005-08-04T21:05:36.736+08:00veri upset wit myself n my performance... i thought i understood my work fairly well... thought i would do well this time but i've failed myself once again... misread qns, to fast to interpret...... angry wit myself! haix!!! for now, nearing A's passing is not acceptable... i need to be focus to achieve want i wan n want i can!<br />Dear God, be wit mi, guide mi n help mi persever through tis! i know u will be there to help mi n to make it...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-112316073673101884?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1122206364111303942005-07-24T19:23:00.000+08:002005-07-24T19:59:24.116+08:00hav super lotsa fun todae at sentosa... really cant be happier... its been a long long time since we go out hav fun la... ytd after church n mini mad, i went to a shop at sebawang mrt to buy the ingredients for making a cake... its my first attemp... made it specially for lu's bdae la... was glad that it turn out quite good n was praised by him n some others.... so happy that my 1st trial was successful... will bake more often next time... hahaz... i managed to finish compiling the book for his bdae too... so glad that all the time n hardwork put off when i saw smiles on his face as he was reading the messages by so many ppl n that there were so many who were concern abt him... although there wasnt much sun or rather it was rainnig for some time, but we still continued playing...<br />but as usual, i got injured... both my thights were scratched quite badly la... u guyz will c it in sch tomolo... i play wrestling todae... jus simply loved it... think its the favorite water game among the church's galz... i had a strong "horse" to carry mi up... *** lu la*** had a few matches, they were tough fights! manage to win 1 match which was verse a guy... hahaz... quite well done! when i'm on top of his shoulders i'm really high up in the air... feels so cool n mighty... maybe that's y i like this game too... i'm high up in the air... yeppy* had been a long time since i played tis wrestling thingy... so happy todae... thanz peepz* hope u guyz enjoyed urselves too, especially for lu n gary...<br />really hope that lu will enjoy himself tomolo n gary on thursdae... yupz...<br />hav to be determine to start mugging frm todae! will try my best to be focus! its a must to do well!!! gtg do my tutorials now... played from fridae till now ready... bye peepz... tc n for all that's taking A's, hang in there its finishing real soon... grap hold of every min u hav... God bless<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-112220636411130394?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1121337280368348112005-07-14T17:56:00.000+08:002005-07-14T18:34:40.373+08:00i'm so confused... i really dun noe if its worth it in practical sense n in reality but really every fibre of mi hope its all worth... anyway everything i do comes out frm my heart willingly... cant really force mi to do things well unless its my own will to do it... these fews daes i've been quite happy n hardworking dun noe y? maybe bcoz im happy thats y i've got mood for work... i'm happy bcoz i'm contented n its impt... to mi contentment is jus simply being satisfied n happy to noe or see something which i hav alwayz wanted to noe... presently i'm contented with my life except the part that i needa work harder n get better grades... other then that i'm quite satisfied... really m... think i'm a much happier person now...<br /><br />todae we had some breaks in sch n i feel so gd to be able to laugh, relax n interact wit my friends... we listened to music, did our tutorials n enjoyed the air-condition in our class... i was so happy... bcoz i'm contented wit my life, my friends n my surroundings... i feel that those who is alwayz unsatisfied has miserable life coz they jus keep complaining n finding fault wit anything under the sun...<br />todae, again i was told my the pe teacher that my skrit's too short... but in fact its not really short... its jus like 2 finger above the knee... i din do anything to it, unlike some who shortened it or folded it.. jus bcoz i'm tall?? she herself said "its bcoz u r tall" but its not my fault rite? i'm not going to do anything abt it... maybe i shld but i really dun feel like giving in tis time... the year is coming to an end n i'm graduating in a twinkle of an eyes wats the pt of lenghtening it? haiz*** super irriating...<br /><br />i read joyce's blog and agreed much to some of the things she said abt love...<br />to mi, love is the most precious n valuable element in life... love is patient, kind, not envious, not boastful, not proud, not rude, not self-seeking, not easily angered, keeps no record of wrongs, rejoyces wit truth. It alwayz protects, alwayz trusts, alwayz hopes, alwayz persevers. Love never fails... its one of my favorite bible text in corinthians... i guess, to love n be loved in tis way would be the the ideal n greatest essence of life...<br />never take it forgranted or worst abuse it but tresure it like a precious germ... i guess one thing joyce said is veri true "the importance of telling someone how much they mean to you. And not just once, but over and over again, because humans forget" it is so true isnt it?<br /><br />love creates miracle thats wad i feel abt love...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-112133728036834811?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1120998557235022122005-07-10T20:16:00.000+08:002005-07-10T20:29:17.240+08:00hahaz... so happy todae... did some of my hw then went to have a gathering wit my team for the survival camp, CEBU... i think its jus so fun, todae at the archery place... although its was quite far, somewhere in tampines, but we really enjoyed ourselves i guess... if not i really did! 7 of us went, mi, lu, ben, jing, mivio, cara n kalin... amos n shaun will hav their treat la...<br />my arm's hurting now la, after carryng the bow for like an hr...managed to hit <strong>close</strong> to the bull's eye for only a few times... din manage to really hit it on the spot la... lousy... but it really rox... wanna go back n play! but maybe after A's la... m really so super happy todae la... manage to hav fun n had a gathering wit my team... as i m blogging i'm smiling to the comp...<br />sadly, i've got to continue with my work after blogging... hav 2 more essay outlines, abt 5 more sampling theory qn, a bit of charge particles tys qns, a mindmap n to study for phy mini test tomolo... m going to be real busy doing homework, revising n mugging la... coz did badly for this term test gotta buckup!<br />bye guyz n galz... do continue to tag mi hor... will blog whenever i can...<br /><br />* really thank God for todae... m really so happy! will continue to be a happy gal.. :p<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-112099855723502212?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1120482351082849732005-07-04T21:05:00.000+08:002005-07-04T21:05:51.086+08:00came blogging coz i'm too sian ready... tons of GP assignments still awaits for mi... onli managed to finish so little... like really little lorz... coz i was slack la... gonna continue after blogging... nothing much happened todae... jus watching tv, doing GP n calling to book the archery thingy... heyz peepz in CEBU team, we'll be going to archery this Sundae the 10th of july at abt 4pm k? the location is tampines safra... veri far away... we'll try to go togethere!<br />anyway the proud thing is that i finally exercised after such a long while... i was determine to slim down n went to the treadmill for 30 mins full todae before dinner... i managed 120 footsteps in 1.5 mins... is it quite gd? i dun noe??? jus for fun la n motivation to go on since i've got a target to meet... hope to hav the determination to continue exercising...<br />have to go help my sister in her piano coz her exam coming soon... bye peepz, tc n dun forget to drop by n leave a tag ya...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-112048235108284973?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1120378895430343012005-07-03T16:21:00.000+08:002005-07-03T16:21:35.440+08:00although it was a tiring day in church yesterday but i really enjoyed myself so so much! had been a while since i'm really so so so happy... think joyce, can testify to my happiness... hahaz... really with every fiber of my being, i hope it would not go away... fridae, after the astronaut seminar, i went to play pool wit joyce... think now i like playing pool... apart from the casher, everything's fine... then went cell grp and had a fun time practising sabbath sch wit wei siang n wayne... its jus so funny... laughted so much with them... they din laugh onli i did...<br />played for sabbath sch n sang for the little kids... later, something happened and i was jus so happy and felt that once again, God had performed a miracal in my life... i guess i'm so easily contented n easily pleased... n i think it's this character that cheer mi up alwayz and kept mi moving... i<em> hope</em> <em>God will allow</em> my source of happiness on this earth to really make mi happy... i'll keep trusting in the Lord...<br />i'll continue to grow in the Lord n let him guide mi... for only he noes wad's best for mi... jus wan say i love u God... thanz for giving mi all my happiness... :p<br />had youth leader's training for the first time n its was great... really thank Gary for putting so much effort in our church youth n ministries...<br />anyway, i haven started on my hw n will start as soon as i finish blogging... hope i'll be able to stay home n finish as much work as i can tomoro la... "pls dun plan any activities for urself tricia tan!" hahaz... had to restrain myself... must prioritise... so sad rite... but not much time left to waste anyway... gonna start mugging soon...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-112037889543034301?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1120106073016399682005-06-30T12:33:00.000+08:002005-06-30T12:34:33.023+08:00hahaz... i juz finished by block tests (mid-year) or u could say its a pre-prelim la... i would say its gonna be bad coz i din really finish studying except for maths c... phy was juz too much to cope n fmaths i din remember to study for quite a few stats chapter like geo, normal etc until the dae b4 when i heard my friens toking abt it... jus hope to pass phy, get at least B for math c n i think i'll fail fmaths but i expected it coz i forgot to study for it la... tis jus tell mi that i shouldn't be complacent anymore... since i'm gonna got such terrible results i betta buck-up... i think i really need to tis time or else i'll sob next year... cant afford that!!! currently my neck hurts a lot coz of the strain frm exam posture... had to do test in LT my neck cant bend downward now :p<br />in awhile's time, i'll be going out wit my classmates to celebrate "after examz" probably will be sad when get back results la... but wat to do? then somemore i had like 2 essay, 6 essay outlines, 6 mindmaps, 3 AQ n 2 compre to do tis weekend for GP... then i'll have to do also my s paper on complex... think i'll die la... but anyway hav to finish la... dun wanna drag my work... will hav much more when sch starts on tue...<br />time-table's out for tis term n they agree that we all r to finish lesson by 3 latest everydae... but everydae has their fixed sub's own extra lesson... dun noe wad's the latest by 3 for when we still got to stay till like 5 or 6... how to do revision??? haix hav to slp late everydae?<br />dun wish to think abt all this now la... coz i jus finished a whole week of mugging like till12 every night n wake up like 5 to continue... to some might think i'm slack la... but i tried! anyway tomolo i'll be going to a seminar by an astronaut... sounds cool huh... but likewe r all dreading to go... coz we HAVE to go its compulsory... then actually tomolo's off from sch for mi but hav to go back for phy extra n tis astronaut thingy la... but nvm i'll still hav sun n mon... yea!!!<br /><br />ps: there is something that keeps lingering in my mind n every fibre of my being hope its true!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-112010607301639968?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1119191408267709552005-06-19T22:29:00.000+08:002005-06-19T22:30:08.270+08:00hahaz... althought CEBU, my tribe name, din win for the games but i guess we had fun n gelled togethere... went for the renunion on sat... so sad that jing cant make it to receive the prize herself but nevertheless i think she enjoyed herself quite much la... n i'm happy abt that fact... really din expect to get anything... like win or something out of survival 2 coz i din go wit a spirit to win n compete... maybe i shld i dun noe??? its over n its good! but i noe i had build friendship wit many n i'll glad abt that... hope it continues n not die out :0) the video ended up nice... juz super good la... i'm so happy!!! whee*** anyway i won "most encouraging" award hahaz like so real rite... mi?? hahaz... was caught surprised coz i din expected it coming at all... not a single bit...<br />hahaz... anyway after all that great fun n get-to-gether, we had social nite... played badminton but was "outcasted"... hahaz nvm la i noe my standard... had fun anyway... din take it to hard la... then we played captian's ball but i think i performed badly n my group lost... but i guess all enjoyed themselves which was THE most impt thing...<br />hahaz i also played wit a pretty baby... became her friend after carrying her to her mum... was so happy to be playing wit her most of the time... hahaz think i love my church la... simple a place where i look forward too every week... thank God for letting mi know him since young... think i'm really a fortunate gal as my aunt alwayz stressed... shld be contented n happy :0)<br />i'll alwayz remind myself abt it la... i'll remain cheerful peepz...<br />love ya :0) thanx for all ur cares<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111919140826770955?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1119189999889128492005-06-19T21:58:00.000+08:002005-06-19T22:06:39.893+08:00things happened when u least expected them too... wooo thats so cool la... went for anthea n clara's bdae party todae... on my way there, was nearly knocked down by a car... real close encounter... the car was like barely 1.5m away frm mi... i think anthea, clara, wilona n wanda was shocked... mi too was super shocked by my carelessness... wouldnt be blogging now if God din sent his angels to protect mi... i think everything happened for a reason... n maybe God wanted to tell mi to cherish life to its fullest?? hahaz i will...<br />frm the survival reunion, i learnt much n i'll be happy guyz... i will :0)<br />did project without PJ... haiz... hope we'll find him soon.. like missing in action la he... anyway i found out that i've got lotsa things to study for unless i wanna do badly lah... which i'll never want or i'll not be able to go out n hav fun!!! will try my best to study as much as i can...<br />anyway juz wan u guyz to noe i'll be happy... n i'm happy... n i'll be strong :0)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111918999988912849?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1118927464985882452005-06-16T20:45:00.000+08:002005-06-16T21:11:04.990+08:00expected my dae to turn out fun n exciting but it din... so bored n worn out by stuff... walked like back n forth... but still ended up wit nothing... but thats not the pt la... dun noe y? but maybe its mi?? dun wish to tok abt it la... sad :0(<br />anyway was suprised abt wad i juz did... repaired by sis's printer... glad to be able to fix the situation for her... she was like so elated too... haiz ur should juz c her face like so amazed by wad i did... but it took some effort la, but glad it's fixed!anyway dun wan blog too much kinda sianz... gonna study liaoz...<br />tc peepz*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111892746498588245?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1118757017352938992005-06-14T21:47:00.000+08:002005-06-14T21:50:17.356+08:00din really do much todae coz really tough... all the tension, energy, momentum is driving mi nutz... really tough lor... cant do a proper qn!!! seriously need help...<br />feels scard that i dun do well but at this present moment n by looking at my situation i'll surely do badly for fmaths if tis continues!!!<br />hopefully other sub would be better :p<br />it has to be...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111875701735293899?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1118550434658707372005-06-12T12:27:00.000+08:002005-06-12T12:27:14.663+08:00life is a journey... can be gd or bad... friendz ya do come n go therefore grap a few before they r lost... so happy going out wit cheryl later... gonna catch up for lost times... really would treasure her a as "zhi ying" as in real best friend... dun noe how others think of her but to mi she's a real nice caring thoughtful n loving pal... someone close to my heart... jus like a sis to mi actually... hey gal if i'm ever gonna get married dun worri u'll be the bridesmaid... hahaz... juz wanna tell u cheer up, i'm alwayz there for ya... special privellage hor...<br />thought abt going overseas to study... dun noe if its gonna be a gd choice but i think i should go... it would be better for mi in many wayz... at least for a 1? there would be many friendz n special peeps in my life i would find so hard to say gd bye to but i guess its time for mi to learn... hope that God would show mi my path n wad he really wants mi to do... will c wad happens but hoping much for a happy ending la... juz wanna be back to myself like wad ju said... be a happy n cheery gal :0)<br />going get to some work before starting my project wit jing, pj n uy sim later at abt4... hahaz super looking forward to meeting cheryl... gonna finish the project todae... dun wan it to drag anymore... looking forward to the presentation of the project too... i'm also going to do 1 compre, 2 mindmap n study charge particles todae... thats all the work i'm going to do for todae...muz finish all that i planned to... at least for todae!<br />going to study wit joyce n maybe wayne tomolo at jurong library hope it would be fruitful... dun noe wad i'm going to focus on but hav to do somethings... phy or maths lorz... not Gp la... anyway i onli got 3 subjectz hahaz...okie lah... dun crap anymore liao...<br /><br />*hope that everydae will be sunshine for mi... also for u guyz la :0)<br />hey continue tagging mi leh... thanx<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111855043465870737?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1118325559248888662005-06-09T21:59:00.000+08:002005-06-09T21:59:19.256+08:00had a gd dae todae... hahaz... first time i finished practical on time*** surprised by it too... managed to finish my quantum tutorial n tys qns ytd feels gd abt it la... hav to keep on doing my work cannot be laggy... went to play badminton at a cc todae... hahaz first time ever! quite cool except there is not much vantilation n air-con dun noe y also?? hav lotsa fun playing but i think now my hand is pain maybe sprain it somehow?? i dun noe also la... this tells mi tat playing a sport is not as easy as i thought it to be... yupz :0)<br />going to try to finish up all the statistic tutorial that qns are left blanks tonight... Going to study wit joyce at library again tomolo... hope that it would be fruitful... then the most happy thing is that i'm gonna meet my best friend, cheryl on sundae... know that it would be great n we'll hav lotsa fun meeting... tokin n eating n shopping... hahaz... miss u lotz**<br /><br />Juz feel that althought there are some things in life that coz pain n sadness but God sent many others to add colour in my life... my 204 class that alwayz hav so much fun togethere n showed so much care towards mi... especially so by my 2 best friendz... cheryl n my little darling... both of u galz r jus simply too great n i love u both so much... thanz for being so nice n adding joy in my life :0) not forgetting my family too...<br />haha i'm gonna be a happy gal!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111832555924888866?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1118157188547828822005-06-07T23:13:00.000+08:002005-06-07T23:13:08.553+08:00todae was quite an okie dae although i had 6hrs of maths lesson... i managed to finish almost all the normal tutorial... so happy :0) hahaz... todae was also one of those daes where i felt so lonely n isolated... guess i brought it upon myself nobody to blame... i din finish my work thus had to stay in sch to finish before teacher goes throught it... had 3 hrs and almost finish it off... luckily for mi... been playing too much i guess... or rather slacking la... dun hav the mood to do it... dun noe y also...<br />sometimes i really hate myself and think that i'm so dumb... cant help it... i'm affected n bothered by things i cant "touch", as in beyond my reach... thats so dumb of mi to try so hard n get rejected or dissapointed many times... really hate myself for being naive n dumb at times... <br />my aunties hav been toking abt having mi studying overseas... when i was younger, i rejected that offer straight away... but thinking abt it now, i think i should leave n expose myself to the bigger world out there... who noes wad would happen rite? maybe something wonderful is awaiting for mi right there ya??? <br />think as for now, i juz hav to care abt myself n my A's... really hope to be focus now... thats wad really impt now!!! think i've got to be back to work now... c ya peeps... i'll try to cheer up n remain as positive as i can... going to get hardworking now... <br />pls continue to tag mi, will blog when i can :0)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111815718854782882?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1117943123637228962005-06-05T11:45:00.000+08:002005-06-05T11:45:23.646+08:00hihi... wanted to blog for the past few times but din get a chance to... juz to buzy... many things happened in this past week... many lovely things n also sad things... its unavoidable... its life...<br />shall start frm Mon, my 18th bade, everything was fine till at night... i knew i had to face myself n wat i really wanted... been packing myself with sch work, playing, hanging out to juz keep myself occupied but i guess it doesnt work... in fact i drifted a little away frm the Lord n sat's worhip told mi that its time to reconnect back wit God! n i will be starting new frm this new week, althought studies n sch would be pack... i know that unless i connect myself to the everlasting vine or i'll not be truely filled...i wanna live a fruitful life n i think with God's help i'd be able to...<br />Next was tuesday... it was one of the most fulfilling daes of my life... i alwayz thought u wasnt capable of any sport, i am jus too "gentle" or "girly" the gal that's scard of almost everything... but when things change, i grow too... i was so proud of myself when i won the 2 games of doubles that i played wit my partner chicky... thanz gal for being great... i had more confidence in myself knowing that when i persever n really set my goals n be determine to strive for something n never to give up n if it is God's will he will bless mi nwit it, i'll be real happy :0) So pals trust in the Lord in all things we do n he will lead our paths straight...<br />Wed was happening too... went for maths olympic at NUS hahaz 25 qns only did 10 hahaz... actually not bad ready as compared to some others... hahaz but it was juz for fun n exposure i guess* then i went to meet Joyce at jurong library to study was quite okie, finished some work... not a lot as i expected myself to complete but was happy... met anthea for dinner though it was veri rush for her but her presence was very much appreciated... saw mh n pk n had luch wit them so cool... hahaz***<br />then comes thursdae... went to fly kite at marina quite fun too la... althought it was really hot under the blazing sun but we, hahaz actually is jia yong n daniel, managed to sent the kitez up to the sky... so nice! then we went to eat at swensens... mi n chicky also did some naughty things n made ourselves smell too nice... as in really nice (perfume) hahaz... althought we all felt angry at some stuff but i suggest to onli think of nice things n dun every make ouselves feel bad abt any other things... we should be happy n enjoy ourselves... had a good class n classmatesz... thanz 04...<br />then finally "THE" dae came, we had our finals for badminton gals inter-house... we won with pride n joy... we r the champion house... i think we 204 really rox!!! for the first time in my life i felt the i actually won something... after all the hard work of training n playing for like hrs which is not really mi but there was a happy ending n thats wads impt... i think i've changed for the better... all thanz to lu n my active classmates (gals)... managed to overcome my slackness n become more sporty i guess... hahaz think i like sports now...<br />sat was alwayz hectic... had a wonderful time leading worship n sabbath sch... knowing that my sore throat haven really recover i actually din wanted to sing but aunty pik yee n trud encouraged mi... i prayed to the Lord n told him to take care of the outcome... i told him to turn my voice n make it pleasing after moving throught the op-amp hahaz... n i think he really did... coz uncle neil said i sang well n <strong>loudly</strong>... which was really unexpected... God perform another miracle... hahaz...<br />i really thank the Lord for taking care of mi for the past 18 years n proving mi wit condusive family... think i m a real fortunate gal as aunty pik yee alwayz say... its time for mi to let others feel fortunate too... i'll try my best to be gd to as many as i can... now i've got to go study or i'll be really lagging too much huh :P<br />anyway i would juz like to give the lord a great hug coz i knew its was him that made all my wishes came true (including my 18 dae wish)... dear God, i love u too.. :0) thanx for loving mi *<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111794312363722896?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1117465157838148452005-05-30T22:39:00.000+08:002005-05-30T22:59:17.843+08:00hahaz... been waiting for this dae for a long while... trying my best to cheer up n not allow myself to feel sad but cant help it at these moments when my 17th is going to be over in like 2.5hrs? im gonaa get older...<br />i would like to thank joyce, wanda, my gor, ming hui, bel, shaun n many more who tried their best to make my bdae celebration at sentosa a real memorable one... love ya peeps... not forgeting my little darling, without u aroud things were not turn out that wonderful n really appreciate ur presence n love towards mi... love u lotsa... anuty jess too... thanz for the treat n everything else...<br />then todae in sch i noe u guyz also were great... all there for mi trying to keep mi company n make mi real happy... thanz for all ur wonderful gifts too... the movie was nice too... i'll bring the bag tomolo ya...<br />hahaz... finally 18 huh... seems to be great, i wan it to be great too la... will start all my work tomolo has been slacking too much lately...<br />i juz hope that my wishes will come true by 12 midnight n i will alwayz be a happy gal :0))<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111746515783814845?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1117024662442190402005-05-25T20:21:00.000+08:002005-05-25T20:37:42.446+08:00todae was the first time i actually went to c a doctor... hahaz... quite a cool experience... usually i juz tell my aunty my sickness n unless i m running a high fever or seriously ill or never really go down to the clinic, juz self medicate... went to c a doctor todae n he gave mi 2 daes MC... needa hand it in tomolo la.. hahaz... think i m quite okie ready lah.. juz no voice only.. anyway im quite used to it already... will go sch tomolo...<br />did some homework todae hope to continue more after blogging... later gonna watch the 10pm show... watching it makes mi feel happy dun noe y?<br />was elated when joyce initiated abt this sundae's thingy... thanz san chew... last year was really great... hope that my 18th bdae would also be a memorable one too... hope that my wish would really come true... hopefully wont feel sad on that dae... it would be so sad to feel sad ur my special dae la.. so fast... i m gonna be 18 already its like time really fies... dun noe should feel excited or not... looking forward to that dae... hahaz... currently i m feeling excited abt it lah :0)<br />juz hope to really feel happy on that dae * :0)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111702466244219040?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1116858010691348122005-05-23T22:20:00.000+08:002005-05-23T22:20:10.700+08:00hahaz... so long never blog liao... although i have to finish my project summary n implementation strategy tonight but i still feel like blogging... so tired if i lie on my bed surely fall asleep...<br />juz came home frm survival 2 my church camp... enjoyed myself quite a lot frm all the games... lost my voice too... anyway in this camp i thought through alot... as i distant myself moment by moment n be sensitive n observant to the surroundings, i think i hav learnt n understand much... as i walk to a secluded area in the beach n look into the vast ocean, i feel calm n peaceful... as i look through the horizon i feel that there exits so much uncertainites n i hav learnt that if only i trust fully in the Lord n let him lead, my life would not be prosperous and pleasing...<br />i juz hope n pray that my life would be one that would make God feel proud of n in turn i'll really be happy... learning not to demand God to fulfill my wishes n desires but learning to juz accept his will n beautiful plans for mi... tis i noe i'll gain real joy that comes naturally frm within...<br />i juz wanna be happy... its does'nt come easily... i'll treasure wad i hav before losing them n before its too late... life isnt easy at all... but i guess i tried my best n did wad i should n all that i wanted to do... din really regret, its the worst thing to feel reget lah... hahaz... nevertheless i really thank God for giving mi trails in my life to let mi grow n learn... one fine dae, i believe, i'll be a precious germ* :0)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111685801069134812?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1114264035506498022005-04-23T21:51:00.000+08:002005-04-23T21:50:23.983+08:00i guess i witness something like seeing a rainbow in life todae... after some unpleasant things that happened n i've learnt to entrust things into the Lord's hands n step aside n got surprised by the unbelievable outcome it juz feels so great.. hahaz... is not like i really saw a rainbow... i guess the Lord is trying to tell mi that by obeying him totally he will show mi the many beautiful things he has installed for mi... by learning to not expect so much frm many things i do, be it results n other stuff... coz if i dun expect it n it comes to mi the feeling of trusting everything to the Lord n receiving an unexpected outcome really brings mi closer to him... be it a small or big thing...<br />trust is something that doesnt come easily does it? to mi it doesnt come easily... but when i really test God out n put all issues on his feet he will promise to take care of mi if i would juz follow his will i think i would really receive the happiness i want in life...<br />in sabbath sch todae i was asked- wad's my Goal in life? i said i wanted to find my real happiness n i think this is it... i found the ans to the real source of happiness in life... it's juz whether i m really willing to trust it or not... i think i m trusting it coz i've tried it out myself n c the wonderful rainbow efftect out of the darkness n thunderstorm in life... thank the Lord for carrying mi at my lowest point coz i could only c a pair of footprints on the shore... n i noe that as long as i allow him to he will carry mi all the way... love ya...thanz...<br />hope u guyz will also trust in the Lord coz he is alwayz there for ya... Alwayz...<br /><br />"there will alwayz be a rainbow after the thunderstorm" cheer up :0) be happy!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111426403550649802?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1113993583806839112005-04-20T18:40:00.000+08:002005-04-20T18:45:32.426+08:00i guess this year ain a gd year for mi... it din hav a gd starting but i m hoping veri much for a gd ending as it is a critical year for mi... in this pass abt 2 weeks many things happened... when i was really low upon knowing my PW grade which was not up to my expectation i was depressed... but not as depressed as some other reality that hit mi on the same veri dae... can the "closest ppl- those u thought be there as a comfort when u r really saddened? " i juz keep wishing to get everything off my tiny mind but it cant... after toking to my "zhi ying" i felt so much better... though we r in different sch but we had a strong relationship that i think would last... thats wad frienz r for... hey gal thanz for spending time wit mi, really appreciate it much much... love ya lotz... u had been a great "zhi"... be happy too huh...<br />i was told to keep askin myself not to care n be bothered by things which i cant control n shld not be bothered abt... i guess it does help but sometimes somethings jus seem to linger ard... i hate myself at times...<br />unintentional or wad-so-eva, ppl get neglected by ppl ard... the feeling is quite terrible... sometimes ask urself is wad u do causing discomfort to other?? as much as we r trying to create happiness at times we bring troubles too... yupz yupz... muz be sensitive to others... ought to remind myelf abt this too coz i m juz human...<br />my life is juz like a yoyo, like many other breating creatures ard... i guess now its like at the bottom if u guyz really would like to know... i m trying veri hard to climb up... but many things juz hinders... sch work is not doin as well, discovering things that i try to deceive myself not to belive my own eyes, being neglected, so much work to complete, fear of doing badly in sch etc etc... these things pulls mi down n demoralises mi... sad to say...<br />my life now, honestly isnt that fine at all... i m at the deep bottom now... presently juz keep reminding myself to <strong>onli </strong>care n be affected by sch work n <strong>NOTHING</strong> else... hopefully it could be like this... but i seriously doubt so... coz its not mi to be like this...i dun wanna be sadden anymore! i juz wanna be happy... but i know that life is full of misfortunes n yupz i'll jus hav to <strong>learn to take thing is its stride and as it comes</strong>... i'll be juz fine i guess!! :-)<br />i dun wish to think of the future or anything else now<strong> </strong>coz its jus so uncertain... juz pray that God would take control of my life n everydae would be a happier dae...<br /><br />guyz dun stop tagging la... tc :0)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111399358380683911?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1113215183462969832005-04-11T18:26:00.000+08:002005-04-11T18:26:23.463+08:00todae is the last time i needa do PE <strong>seriously</strong>... hahaz tis year my NAPFA improved as compared to last year... din expected it... i think coz our class galz r veri bonded n kept on encouraging each other... love u guyz lots!! 2.4 timing also improved to 14.52 which was thought to be impossible to mi last time... hahaz... so super duper happy :0) the best thing is that i managed to do 6 incline "luckily", jump 175,reach 53cm and reaction also not bad coz had 11.00 for shutter... hahaz its <strong>ALL FINALLY OVER</strong> hahaz so cool... on my way walkin home i thought to myself, nothing seemed impossible after going through so much of "miracal"... haf to apply it to my studies... i can do it! i muz do it!!! persever on its my last lap!!! i'll try my best!! i have to!!! hahaz trying hard to psyco myself to start working hard coz not much time left...<br />heyz to all my peers in church n classmates in sch jia you k? we muz all persever on n we can make it!!!<br /><br />todae was quite an okie dae in sch... spent my time wisely doing statistic tutorial n its finishing soon... then haf to go to mechanics... haiz 29 questions to do... gd luck to myself...luckily no GP or else surely die... n i m so proud of myself managed to sms 22 ppl frm the moment i board the bus to sch till i reach... like say within 15 mins sms 22 ppl... hahaz... i noe u guyz reading it would laugh at mi... but nvm lah..<br /><br />yeppy that all for todae lah... stay happy guyz!!! :0)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111321518346296983?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1113141263556281112005-04-10T21:54:00.000+08:002005-04-10T21:54:23.556+08:00going back to that resturant gave mi many wonderful memories of my bdae last year... it was one which had been unforgetable till todae... hahaz... so nice... i dun mean the food... i mean the people there n wat happened the whole dae... was baptised that dae too... special dae!!! the food, it is okie okie lah... had so much buffet till i so so fat lorz... this time is vegetarian so din ate as much as the previous one... but also veri veri full now...<br /><br />my family aways go out for dinner togethere on sundae... all of us, my aunties, grandparents, everyone... feel so fortunate n fun!! but FAT too... :0 like pig soon... haiz haf so much work to do... gonna continue wit my tutorials later!<br /><br />had lotsa fun at social nite yesterdae... think i haf improved quite a bit lah... will try to keep it up de... feel so lazy now, oh dear sure die de needa do so much more work... but luckily no need to hand in tomolo... n tomolo i only needa reach sch by 9.30 coz no test tis week! yeppy!!! :0)<br /><br />something, to mi was errie n disgusting happened yesterdae after i reached home but not going into details la... dun feel like typing u guyz noe mi de la... hope that it would be fine since i've "blocked" it ya... scaring mi lah... but i think its gonna be fine lah... dun wanna be bothered wit "trivial" issues!! no time...<br /><br />now i m feeling quite okie... trying my best not to be lazy(which is hard if u noe mi well enough)... trying to do my work n be a gd student ("model student") hahaz... dun wish to do badly again lah...coz its demoralising... hope to be able to focus as its the last lap yupz...<br /><br />okie lah updated quite a bit ready... haf to go do work! hey guyz keep tagging k?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111314126355628111?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1112455244561669732005-04-02T23:20:00.000+08:002005-04-02T23:20:44.563+08:00life is so fagile n full of surprises... its ever-changing though, i guess i m still the same old mi... hahaz though my hair style changed quite a lot too...<br />many things happened... mostly unpleasant thingys but i guess everything at tis present moment is under-control... i means my sch work (not doing as expected) n some other stuff lah... dun feel like doing anything.. jus wanna slack or slp.. dun wish to think so much but sometimes jus cant help it lah... its juz mi..<br />but at this present moment i would like to jus cast my every cares upon God coz i know he is there for mi n he'll keep everything well... i m tired wan go orr orr ready la, dun feel like blogging too much nowadayz... will update tis when i can la..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111245524456166973?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1111937333739492362005-03-27T23:28:00.000+08:002005-03-27T23:28:53.740+08:00super enjoyed myself todae la... went shopping n bought like so many things... haven bought many things in a long long time... it cheered mi up so much... i think its the same for most galz lah... hahaz i went for a sumptious buffet dinner... ate like really so so so much lorz!!!<br /><br />hahaz... tomolo i will be taking back my phy block test coz the teacher said we did badly but it does really seem to affect mi much tis time... maybe its too difficult thats y i dun really care lah... hope to do well... ya, think when sch starts on tuesdae stress would start coming in... will try to alwayz be on task n do well... its the last lap, i try my best lah... HOPEFULLY...<br /><br />anywayz i dun wan blog too much liao lah... thanz for all who r concern for mi, i'll be fine with all your cares! take care of urselves too n remember to stay close to the Lord! :0)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111193733373949236?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1111853137779652712005-03-26T12:02:00.000+08:002005-03-27T00:05:37.783+08:00life full of insecurity n without confidence is so unlike mi... but as i grow older, Jc life coming to an end soon, i feel that life is sometimes full of lies n defaults, cant really trust others easily? i hate this kind of feeling i really hate it! within ppl there cant be full trust then living is so scary... so insecure... sometimes ppl might fail u n its makes mi so sad... but i think on the other hand yaya.. we r all humans rite? i hate tis kind of feeling... i really HATE it !!! y life muz be like tis? i really cant comprehend y.. maybe thats y i hate these "bad" feelings.. cant life be filled with all goodness, happiness, love n kindness alwayz??? why God.. why?? i m so sad...<br /><br />i m so tried of trying.. trying my best in the thing i do.. so tired.. hope i can still hang in there... Jc life is becoming more challenging, with buliding up stress in studies n when hadling relationship wit friends n peers... indeed "going against the flow" is not as easy as i thought when i was younger... tough decisions muz be made... i dun noe lah? juz hope that life could be a bed of roses... i know i m dreaming but juz for awhile lah can?<br /><br />i guess all i can do is to stay real close to the Lord, the only person who will definitely not fail mi n where i can seek real comfort, love n true happiness in life*<br />Dear Lord, pls be wit mi alwayz in my life as i go through every single moment, guide mi, teach mi n mould mi each n every dae... i wan to be a "<span style="color:#000000;">letter signed wit love</span>" so u could sent mi to wherever u wan mi to go... this could only be achieved wit u Lord so pls be wit mi alwayz n alwayz...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111185313777965271?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1111756142723876252005-03-25T21:09:00.000+08:002005-03-25T21:09:02.723+08:00hey guyz i finished my block test ready... though after so much of mugging i think i will not do as well as i wanted coz the test r really tough... phy n fmaths was really a killer!! hahaz... hope i can at least pass fmaths tis time... hahaz now its time for mi to play lah to enjoy the holidaes coz the one week break was meant to STUDY! so bad lor the sch... anywayz had fun todae... went to sakae to eat then went to play pool hahaz like to play it now... dun noe is influence by who lah... we missed movie coz time not convenient but not much of a big deal anyway...<br /><br />schs really starting n A's really nearing... phy teacher is giving us stress, he added another 1.5 hrs of tutorial weekly n alwayz super TYS one lorz... anyway its for our own gd lah... should alwayz think positive rite?<br />hope that i can really be on task n not be laggy! To my fellow peers in church: hahaz we'll be taking A's togethere again jus like O's hahaz so cool rite? hope u guyz r doing fine in ur studies n that all of us will be focus n do well in our A's jus like we did for our O's huh...<br /><br />hey guyz dun forget to keep tagging mi horz... take care peez :0)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111175614272387625?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1111320779352596982005-03-20T20:15:00.000+08:002005-03-20T20:15:38.763+08:00hahaz, u guyz all so concern that i might zhong feng... hahaz no lah dun worri k? im fine... jus needa study as hard as i can for this block test coz its rather impt to mi... its a guage for myself lah..<br />though i hav not finish studying everything but i guess its still okie lah... studied as much as i can ready! now going to practice some phy hopefully i know so can boost my moral a little... i think this time both the maths paper would be tough coz have integration, vectos, polar, complex, martix n many more "BIG" chapters... haiz... hopefully can do well lah... n phy though i understand most of the concepts but i think Goh will set difficult qns... anyway God's in control right? he'll help mi lah... u guyz too, God u see us all through our block tests... hahaz...<br />so sad i missed the 100 years celebration thingy... haiz oh well cant turn back time anyway... even if i could i think i would still choose to stay home to study la coz sch work's more impt then playing rite??<br />next whole week would be stressful jus like any examination lah... think i'll be jus fine dun worri...<br />hahaz keep mi in ur prayers...<br /><br />hahaz i m also peeling hahaz frm the sun burn lah... i think its quite fun to peel hahaz... still wan go sentosa soon to play! hahaz joyce... hint!! after thursdae then can play liao! yeepy!!!***<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111132077935259698?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1111063113868839452005-03-17T20:40:00.000+08:002005-03-17T20:38:33.870+08:00haiz... stress! lotsa things needa study for the coming block test!!! its so near i onli left 1 dae tomolo to study... how? i still hav a lot more to cover...jus hav to try my best to squeeze everything into my mind by tonight n tomolo till sunset... yupz..<br /><br />my heart still beating fast n hahaz sometimes might not be within my control... trying to push all things unrelated to church n studies aside to be focus but is it possible? i hope i can but i doubt so... i m so playful n my mind is so occupied...<br /><br />todae i tried to study lah... used so much time on 1 chap of fmaths, haiz its tough... reduction is i guess the worst of all... its reducing mi lah i guess my brain power if i continue doing reduction... luckily for mr tan to teach complex n matrix or now i'll be like so dead trying to understand vector space... btw i haven started on vectors...<br /><br />i think now i would hav to go back n try to be focus n "cram" as much as i can into my brain... hav to continue or rather start on phy revision... cant afford to do badly lah... hope i dun coz many would be disappointed... i'll so sad too... ya i jus wan happiness... to focus... to do my best in everything i do... hahaz.. greedy huh...<br /><br />i guess everyone wans to be happy ya? hope that u guyz r havin fun n enjoying ur holidaes...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111106311386883945?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1110893514183549872005-03-15T21:32:00.000+08:002005-03-15T21:31:54.186+08:00hey guyz i m here again... blogging abt my life abt todae...<br />had a fun dae in sentosa playing, slacking n fellowshiping... hahaz... managed to swim all by myself wit the help of a ball ,to keep my head afloat, frm one side of the beach to the other... so proud of myself... hahaz... was glad that everyone was fine, no injuries n stuff like tat... then i went for a movie, HITCH, ya it was funny n i enjoyed myself...<br />it made mi think abt love, the greatness of it all...<br />i think it made mi grow too, to be mature n realisitc... its something unexplainable, its a special feeling that cant be expressed jus by words...i dun noe? hahaz... jus my feelings n thoughts...<br />hey, thanz for telling mi (clarifying) coz u need not do so but u did n it made mi happier, thanz :0)<br /><br />hey guyz lets go out more if we got time... but now i jus have to go "mugging" coz block test is jus ahead... have to do well... sad have to study so boring but have no other choice... ya... hey keep tagging mi n posting ya comments k?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111089351418354987?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1110788566357431402005-03-15T08:21:00.000+08:002005-03-14T16:22:46.363+08:00<span style="font-family:georgia;">have so much feelings deep inside but my mind seem blank... i dun noe y? maybe too many things happened ard mi n its jus too fast... or maybe i m jus too slow...many things changes a lot with time... this made mi feel scard.. i dun noe? i feel lost at times.. i often ask myself y do things change? cant they remain the way they r? wats wrong? i dun understand... u could say i m navie or simple but i still cant understand y?</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">i know this world is full of pain n mistakes... everydae i m trying to minimise the wrong things i could do... my head aches... todae in sch was fine had a phy class test that mostly i din noe... but i guess its okay coz i din study much... i wont do that for my block test i hope... </span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">its tough to be a leader.. i mean to be a gd one.. i dun noe but thats wat i feel... sometimes u do things that u think u shld to help but might not be appreciated rather blamed... others might even think u r wrong... i dun noe?</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">i m sort of a ppl pleaser.. dun like to make others angry wif mi ya... but i think sometimes i have to do wat i think i shld to help... i dun noe? life is complicated... never easy... thats y i needa pray for God's help everydae...</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">tomolo i'll be going out wit the 2 cells to sentosa i really pray that everyone would be safe n enjoy themselves... i have so much hw to complete in this short one wk "break" n 4 major test to study, for sch reopen first wk is block tests... hope to do well n be happie.. hahaz...</span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;font-size:100%;">i read my friend's blog n they are so meaningful n i modified it jus a tiny bit like,</span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"></span><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:georgia;">jing tian de li bei ke neng shi yi hou de yong yuan, </span></strong></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:georgia;">shui ruan wu fa jian mian, dan xin yi ran er fe wei yi. </span></strong></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:georgia;">wo xi wang zai ze duan ri zi li, ni neng hao hao zhao gu zhi ji. </span></strong></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:georgia;">ni yao zhi dao wo xin zhong zhi you ni, </span></strong></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:georgia;">mei you ni de ri zi zhen de hen nan gou. </span></strong></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:georgia;">dan yi xiang dao you ke neng yi huo de yong yuan, </span></strong></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:georgia;">wo jiu kao shu zi ji yao jian chi dao di. </span></strong></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:georgia;">wo hui mei fen mei miao xiang nian ni,</span></strong></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:georgia;">dan wo qin ni bu yao qian guai ze wo. </span></strong></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:georgia;">rou ling ge ren neng dai gei ni gen duo xin fu kai le, </span></strong></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:georgia;">wo yi ting hui zhong xin zu fu ni.</span></strong></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:georgia;">ying wei wo bu zhi dao he shi he ri cai neng geng ni zia yi qi,</span></strong></em><br /><em><strong><span style="font-family:georgia;">dao yong yuan...</span></strong></em><br /><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">hope u would be okay that i used it too! </span><br /><span style="font-family:georgia;">hahaz...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111078856635743140?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1110456531229178182005-03-11T12:08:00.000+08:002005-03-10T20:08:51.233+08:00i m rather happier todae as compared to the past 2 daes ya... finished my fmaths n GP essay test todae felt less stress after that... yesterdae was the opening of the cafe... my personal opinion is that is was veri messed *... but i dun really care much lah coz the teacher also sort of unhappy wif mi but i guess i m learning to take it well when others r unhapppy wif mi thanx to lu's teachings... i m less affected by the wiews of others if i m certain that wad i do is quite right..<br />then next is that i've thought through n i m not gonna retake chinese... mum agreeded to it as well... coz its like not impt anymore n muz focus on my GP n get a good grade like B3 or above!! determined to improve my english... n all thanz to joyce, i m more hardworking now... i m aiming to get a scholorship, like her too, coz i m taking "s" (special) paper so got a bit of chance lah i hope... my aim is to get AAB when i get back the A level result slip next year... hope tat i can do well n dun disappoint myself, my family n those who r concerned abt mi... finally i m starting to be hardworking hope that i will continue n not give up! PERSEVERANCE... <br />the bad thing is that next mon though is holidae i've got extra phy lesson to finish D.C circuit tutorial... the whole thing... haiz...<br />these few daes my mood n temper is also not like the past hope to get hold of myself n not explode...<br /><br />++ my thoughts for the dae++<br /><br />~ Wats real love? ~<br />Love towards you partner, family, close friends, best friend, classmates, churchmates n those who caused pain in ur live? i think it is concern, care, attention, spending time, affirming, being there, supporting, encouraging, sparing a thought and praying for them...<br />To me, love is something so so special n unique that God has given to mi... to make my friendz feel special n impt makes mi happy too...<br />when they are sad, i m in sorrow wif them n when we r happy all r partying togethere...<br />i hope that i'd still be able to give love to the ppl ard mi (when now, i m stressed up my sch work n so busy doing tutorials n studying for test almost everydae) n i believe one dae i'll also have my real source of happiness in this world...<br /><br />* till now onli 1 could provide mi wif such real happiness n joy that no one can ever take away frm mi or vanish in my life...*<br />i m trusting that God have installed a beautiful plan for mi n loves mi alot! God loves u guyz too ya?<br /><br /># super sad have to go do my tutorials again... will blog whenever i can ya? u guyz keep tagging mi n post ur comments too!! love ya tc<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111045653122917818?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1110527859946731052005-03-11T07:58:00.000+08:002005-03-11T15:57:39.946+08:00hahaz todae i feel much much better... hahaz i mean my mood... felt happy that i managed to finish to finish my compre n also posted my assigned qn to the e-porter thingy... then my favorite teacher mr tan made mi feel special todae... he gave mi the question that he tore out frm his TYS hahaz... though it onli a small thing but it did make my dae... then i saw so many ppl tagged mi i felt happie too...thanx guyz u all contributed to my happiness!<br />i feel gd now, really!! i'll be going out wif joyce n trud to shopping eat n play soon after i finish blogging...<br />then have to lead cell later hope it would be fine n everyone would enjoy themselves...<br /><br />sch ended for a week's break but i'll have to study... bleah.... anyway thats life of a JC student lah... shall not have any more complains... gonna study hard n play hard too... hope that things would be fine for mi n all of u guyz too...<br />hahaz... btw i pon chinese translation cource todae hope it would be alright... but at least i made a choice for myself!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111052785994673105?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1110291143969023982005-03-09T14:12:00.000+08:002005-03-08T22:12:23.976+08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">todae was a veri bad dae in sch... had 4.5hrs of phy lessons n Goh is like rushing so fast cant cathch up at times... haiz... but luckily there isnt GP test todae will be postponed to when sch reopens after march holis...n maths approx will be tested on thurs... yaya but life's still bad... the cafe @yj is gonna open tomolo n i'm gonna so be involve n i haf no time... work is pilling up n i'm feeling so stressful... mum keeps telling mi to workhard n do well yaya i know all that... i'm already trying my best ya? </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">the reality that A Levels's so near really scares mi... really cant afford not to do well... todae night i reached home at abt 9.30 ya... sch ended so late for mi... had phy extra "no fee" tuition by Goh... its gonna be on every tues haiz... COMPULSORY!! </span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">then also i'm not sure if i should retake chinese?? but i think i will lah... mum wants mi to n i feel that i should n i could so y not? </span><br /><span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#009900;">**<span style="color:#ccccff;"> </span><span style="color:#009900;">dun noe if u would ever read my block but i read yours n i wan to affirm u that u haf lotsa good points in u that i know of... u know it too.. dun becoz of some small test or a game pin u down... was so sadden when i know that it affect u n made u feel bad.. i know u wont be really that affected now but i jus wanna encourage u... really hope u could do well in ur A's! keep ur focus right ya? praying for u alwayz... (my closest pal) **</span></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;">+ something in mind +</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;">IF u ever have a chance to replay ur life would u choose to change it any bit? why?</span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Trebuchet MS;color:#009900;">~~~ i wont n i'll never coz every moment i had, gave mi beautiful memories that i'd like to have replay again in my life in the future if ever possible. if not i'll treasure those (to mi was the most perfect memories) i had had in my past 17+ years! thanx to all that contributed to these memories of mine ya? love u all much...</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111029114396902398?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1110196010084323062005-03-07T11:35:00.000+08:002005-03-07T19:46:50.086+08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000066;">Haiz... Cant believe myself cannot even delete that toolbar on my comp which keeps irritating me after trying like dun noe how many times... Now i m making a mess out of this toolbar thingy..... really cant work well with comps...</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000066;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000066;">anyways i had fun todae with joyce, trud n wanda going out to eat n slack! hahaz...this week is gonna be a mad rush coz got 3 continuous daes of GP test n a maths test which i really hope to do well... cant wait for next week's break frm SCH* but after that will be having a whole week of block test...haiz y is JC life revolving ard test, study n nothing more? so sad :(</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000066;">My wish for now is to do well in all my test this week n to remove that toolbar thingy!</span><br /><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;color:#000066;">Joyce help!!! </span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111019601008432306?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11283617.post-1110174307575016052005-03-07T06:41:00.000+08:002005-03-07T19:52:25.166+08:00<span style="color:#000066;"><span style="font-family:arial;">hahaz... Luckily for my "san chew", joyce or this blog wont be successful...will write here whenever i can but for now jus waana say hi to all of u... c ya later...</span> hey guyz, do drop by n post ur comments ya?<br /><span style="font-family:Arial;"></span><br /><span style="font-family:Arial;">YAY I ROCK! -joyce.</span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/11283617-111017430757501605?l=triciagirlygirl.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Tricia Tanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/18135216365261660184noreply@blogger.com0